最近确实是太懒了。老板对我说，周末我希望你呆在家里休息，不要来公司，不要干活。嘿嘿，竟然还有看到员工干活不高兴的老板……然后我就真的周末呆在家里，什么不干，消磨意志……

只不过说一点实话，Oracle的工作呢，确实是给人看不到什么希望。就算牛大了，两年升一层，which is nearly impossible，想怎么着最少也得搞个10多20年的，宝贵的生命就这样浪费掉了。

以前学的技术相关的东西，现在一点都用不上。本来还以为过来研究技术的，结果发现是研究Data Model，最近天天debug他们的design……

就像Von Ray在他的blog上说的一样，他已经看到了在Oracle未来几年会怎么发展了，就是这样的。就是这样的啊。

其实有一种东西，叫做impact，一旦尝试过了，就戒不掉。really cannot get rid off. 而且一辈子也会想办法去追求这个东西。

得有点激励，选上一首歌，从jingjing的blog摘过来的

From Jingjing's blog.

We Will Get There
Stefanie Sun

Remember the days we sat out together with faith?
Remember the times so fine
When we thought that nothing could stand in our way?
Then things weren't the same. The life that we knew had to change
We've struggled through the darkest storms.
We thought we couldn't tame
Together we've tried as we stood side by side
I knew we'd build a new world, a world of hope forever after

(Chorus)
Deep in my heart I just know right from the start we will grow
Look where we are we've come so far
And there's still a long long way to go
All of my heart I will care. I'll play my part, I will share
With family and friends together we'll stand
And in the end, hand in hand, we will get there

So now we begin, working together to win
Believing in trust, it must be possible to overcome anything
There's so much to do. There's so much we can contribute
By sharing just a little love we will start again a new
So why don't we try? If we stand side by side
I know we'll build a new world, a world of hope for ever after